female, fat, forty

female, fat and forty


That's me...actually, I'm in my late forties. In two years, I'll be female, fat and fifty! And probably without a gall bladder. I just read that a typical gall bladder disease patient is female, fat and forty. Some days I'm really okay with my body but most days, I despise looking in the mirror. I am in denial so much of the time, that I don't realize how fat I am until I see pictures of myself and then I'm reminded and I feel mortified. And then I go into denial and then I eat! That's all I have to say about that.